Whats wrong with underage drinking?

Cause I am like drinking now, and i am drunk. And for the first time in my life I was at peace. i had a bit of classical music playing, and was just totally in my own world. It was awesome. it only lasted about thirty seconds though. i am not really a party drinker or anything, so i must ask you i am doing something wrong atm? if it weren't for alcohol i'd probably have popped myself by now. now it could just be the vodka talking but sometimes life gets sooo idk. its better then it has ever been in a long time, but their are still so many things that depress me. I better stop before this turns into a rant.